We made the best love that has ever been made last night. Cut the phones off...cut the t.v. off....n were in complete tune to each other's needs n desires. It was gr8. I haven't felt like that in a LONG time. Shyt we even tried new positions...which is always fun. But the worst thing that could eva happen happened. My momz busted up our little get togetha...screaming my name louder n louder...then she started yellin' the govt. name so you know I had to reply...lol. MAyne I need my own spot. Cuz that was not the buisiness....we was doin' it raw until that lady broke it up n wanted me to look at sumthing real quick! I was pissed as all hell. I guess that's what I get for doin' it in my momz crib. I'm too old to be living there anyways. But she wants me to stay until I graduate at least...which I have no problem with. It's just that I feel less free in her house. I wanna smoke in my own dayum room before I go to sleep...or when I wake up...or anytime for that fukkin' matter. I don't want to have to walk downstairs, out the door, n in my car to smoke my dro.
So today I'm sittin' at work tired as all shyt cuz I've been up all nite smokin' n fukkin'....I mean makin' love. Wishin' I was at home with her, instead of being here rotting in this chair tryin' not to move cuz I gotta piss so bad...n I can't go to the bathroom until my relief comes for my break. This sukks azz.
Anotha thang we did yesterday was go see Shrek 2...lemme tell ya Candi was right it is funny n it sho aint a lil' kids movie. Mayne my fav part tho was when tha lil' COPS thing went down n the had the cat hemmed up n the cop was lile just as we suspected...catnip. lol!!! N it was in a lil' baggie n shyt like it was weed. Hillarious. I cried @ that. Still a few more movies I need to see. Like Van Helsing...n Kil Bill 2...n Troy...n I need to see the Passions of Christ still. I heard it was one experience not to miss. This weekend that just passed we did get to see Breakin' all the Rules..which wasn't as good as I suspected. Well I gotta split. My relief is finally here!

For some reason that dayum song by Johnny Gill is in my head..My my...my my my...lol. I dunno why. But is it me or does the weekendz go by extremely too fast or sumthing. N this was sposed to be a long weekend...felt like one day off..lol. I'm sooo tired of this same daily routine of school n work n sleep it's getting ridiculous. HEY I gotta do what I gotta do though. One day I will be so proud of myself for all of my good work. N one day I will be highly rewarded for my effort.
Sooo how bout on Saturday I saw the car of my dreams. It was a Lexus IS 300 n it had metal pedals with circles in them. N the gear shift was a ball at the handle...n the whole console was sooo bomb...I got pix lemme post them..lol. But tha muffukka goes up to like 160 mph. N the seats were leather with a sunroof n shyt.


N tha dayum car is $22,222. I dunno what the fukk is wrong wit it n why it is that dayum cheap. I suspect that tha mileage is ridiculous for the car to be a 2001 on a Toyota dealership lot. Or sumthin' is up wit it...prolly the transmission or sum junk. All I know is that I can't wait to get up out of college to be makin' bread to make that $600 car payment and insurance that is sky high...with the krazy azz gas prices that is goin on now. When I picked my girl up this weekend on the way back to my house we saw a Chevron with gas priced at 2.59 for 87 fuel...AINT that a bytch. I dunno what the fukk the world is coming too...but I can't afford that type of mess...lol. N sumone sent me this link where you can look up how much gas is prices by average and the highest n lowest prices when you input your zip code...N u know that muffukka said that San Francisco has the highest gas priced in the entire U.S.?!?!?!
Ne way...I can't wait til' I'm able to make some good paper! I'm scared I might lose my mind with hella dough though..lol.

Lately I've been thinkin' bout tryin' to make a new hobby n become a DJ. Cuz my main interest is music n that seems like all I want to do in my free time. Either listen to music...download music...make music mixes..n try to make new beats on my beat machine. I wanna go invest in some turntables or sumthing...PLUS I think I would make one sexi azz stud DJ. You know the one everyone wants to book to DJ at their party..lol. Sometimes I think I want to do too much in my life...and there isn't enough time for me to do it all. I figure I should learn as much as I can while I'm young...Well it will all work itself out...whateva I am destined for will soon be unveiled. Well lemme actually get back to work for once...holla @ yall in anotha date.

   Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyy I got Smilies!!! Well I'm at home horny azzz shyt watchin' this porno called Big Black & Bitchy...lol. I wish my girl aint live sooo far so I can get it in rite bout now. I would tear that shyt up...promise! I'm happy it's a three day weekend n I aint got school or work on Monday. N I'm chillin' at home...So y my gyrl fukkin' my mood cuz   she gettin' mad cuz she don't want me to watch porno's anymore!!! She says it's like cheatin cuz I am imaginin' fukkin' the gyrlz on the screen. N that is total B.S. I 'm madd ass shyt cuz of her right now. It's a fukkin' movie....with sex in it. Of course it's gonna turn me on. SEX turns people on. That's why porn's were invented. But I don't want the females in the porn...I want her...so why is she trippin' on me? Whateva I'm not even trippin'. What she don't know wont hurt her. It's not like I watch them all the time with her around. I watch them myggs when I'm horny n by myself.

NEWAYS, I'm sittin' here all bored cuz I can't watch no porn, can't have any sexy, n my car is in the fukkin' shop for sum stoopid mistake sum bastard made when I got my last tune up. This bytch gon' put non-platinum spark plugs on my fuel injected engine...is he stoopid. So I gotta pay for sum dumbazz mistake.  <---Thas how I feel. Well I'm bout to bounce, my girl needs attention. Get at yall lata!

I swear that I have the stoopidest brother in the whole world! Why n tha fukk did this nygga go n burn his baby mother's house for??!?!?! It's not like he doesn't already have a record with tha man for the other ignorant shyt he has done through his life. This is my only older brother n from now on I am goin' to refer to him as that guy..lol. So this guy has been actin' up lately, tellin' my momz that he has been in and out of jail his whole life. N now he is saying that he is no long living for good, but for evil! WTF does he mean?!?! What kind of stoopid shyt is that. So I guess yesterday he went to his baby momz house to go collect his clothes n she aint let him in. So he got madd n broke down her door to get his shyt n burned the house. I still don't know how bad it looks cuz I haven't had time to swing by the spot n check. But from what my momz told me there was like 4 fire engines there n an arson detective. So now who knows where that guy is. He could have fleed tha state for all we know. Dumbazz nygga. I'm soo fukkin'HOTthat I don't know what to do with myself. I mean it's not like my momz doesn't already have enough stress in her life. I mean she is already borederline diabetic...n this shyt makes it worse. I swear I h8 to come home to see her crying. But the real sad thing is that when I came home n greeted her n saw her crying I though he was dead.... On anotha note, everything is going fine. Except for tha fact that I'm sleepy as all hell. My damn girlfriend has been harrassing me...in good ways and bad...all weekend up until this morning when she drove back home. I swear sometimes that I don't know what I have gotten myself into this time. I do care for her as much as I say I do though, that is what I do know. Right now I'm wondering when in tha hell anyone is gonna hit my damn tag box!! lol...I'm a loser for hittin' it first..lol. Ahhh well. Stay up!

So why was it crackin' out in Long Beach Pride. It wasn't as poppin' on Saturday as it was Sunday, but we all had a good ass time. Me n my girlfriend got into it a little bit, but not as much as I thought we would. I swear me n her will never be happy, no matter how much in love we are with each other. It is always something goin' on for us to have to constantly argue about shyt. BUT make-up sex is the best sex, I don't care what nobody says. So we had make up sex all monday lol...It was great, until it was time for me to go home n we argued for the ENTIRE 4 n a half hour drive to my house...only to have more make-up sex when we got there...lol. We went out to that pride DEEP though. It was me n my best friend Troy, my other 2 best friends Amber n Chana with their girls, my girl and her best friend, n another stud that shares an apartment with Amber n her girl. Thas 7 people from the bay alone..lol. It was fun though...I hope Troy had fun cuz she never been to LA, let alone long Beach before. But pride was cool all together...except for tha fact that the DJ's kept switching all day n playin' the same songz over n over n over. I wanted to shoot my brain out if I heard that damn Janet Jackson song, sumthin' oldschool, they was doin' too much wit that song n the culo beat. I swear there are 5 songs with that same beat this summer. Elephant man got a song called Jook Gal wit that beat, Pitbull n Lil' John got tha song Culo, sum broad named Nina Sky got tha same beat to her song. N they keep runnin the beat for 5 minutes before and after the song is over. Then when we hopped in the car tha damn song was on the radio! WTF..lol. I was in love wit that song til' I heard it so many times my ears started to bleed...lol. Another disapointment was the selection of females up at the pride. Where were the cute onez???!?!?! All we saw were a bunch of acne faced mud ducks. I felt bad for Troy cuz she single n I know I would have been mad if I was her..lol. Anyways I'm headed up out of work early today. Too much drinkin' n fukkin' for me this weekend n a nygga is worn tha fukk out..lol. Peace outz!
Now spinnin' Christina Milian's Dip it Low

Soooooo...I've decided to get on this here blog thingy. I got sum things to get of my chest just like the rest. Sooooo many things to accomplish through life...not enough time to succeed at them all. Well If you haven't figured it out yet, my name is Dre. Short for an obvious first name..lol. N for your protection, only call me Dre. j/k..no really. Well I'm a 20 y/o muffukka from the Bay Area in California, if you don't know whea that is it's by San Francisco...u know where Rice-a-rooni is at..lol. I'm a college student, majoring in Electronics Tech. while working F/T at a security company. That about it. N today I'm real excited, because I'm headin' out to So. Cali in tha LBC for pride this weekend. It's gonna be madd crazy out there. I can't wait eitha. I get off work inless than 10 minutes. So I'mma get up outta hurrrrrr n get @ yall when I get back on Tues. lata!