Once again I haven't gotten any sleep this weekend. Mainly because of my girlfriend...n the other because I dunno why..lol. The constant arguments do not help at all...breakin' up..gettin' back together. It's getting to be redundant bullshit that I would rather not deal with anymore. She's pushing me away so far that I don't know what to do. One day after we break up I'm not goin' to pick up the phone or even call her back when she calls me. I don't see us together that much longer.

In lighter news my birthday is coming up in 11 days...WHOOOOOOO I can't wait boi! I'mma be a REAL adult...not a young adult or even just an adult..lol. 21st birthdays are important. Shyt I've been waiting for mine all of my life..lol. I've dreamt about turning 21 n I aint gonna let anybody ruin my day. I'm goin' to Vegas, getting high n drunk, n drooling on EVERY stripper I can get my handz on..lol. Anyone want to join? Meet me n Vegas on Friday tha 18th lol...no I'm for real tho. FUN FUN FUN!